Venting…Welcoming Myself Back

IMG_0258Happy Thursday, folks 🙂 I am welcoming myself back to my blog; I know it’s been a while. For many reasons.

Nonetheless, I am here.

I thought about suicide while I was gone. I contemplated it. I drove up north to Mackinaw City, Michigan and rented a hotel room to kill myself. I wanted to be away from family and friends. I stayed up there a while, but couldn’t go through with it. I couldn’t find the right way, time or place. Overall, I copped out.

And for a while,I was bitter about it. I was bitter that I couldn’t do it. I regretted that I chose my own life.

I am still working on feeling better. Nonetheless, however, I am here.

I am here.

I made a choice, whether I liked it or not, and to be honest, I am glad that I am here to share it with you.

So, I know it has been a while since you have heard from me, but that is about to change- expeditiously.

Thank you for following. Thank you for your support. And, stay tuned.

And if you’re like me, keep on fighting…

until next time.

 

 

 

 

17 comments

  1. I’m happy that you’re here.
    Planning suicide sucks. Next time, plan to do it in a week’s time. Hopefully in a week you will find a reason to live.
    I have Borderline Personality Disorder and that sucks too.
    Love and Hugs ❤❤❤

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  2. Oh am touch by this poem. this blew me away. Thank you for taking the time to share these poem through these words.

    These words are painted in truth, experience and perspective. I especially love how you started it and how you ended the poem. Beautifully written and as I read through again on each line I was amazed . Each words you used are true

    This produced a smile on my tired face after a long day. You’re appreciated.

    You are welcome

    #PATRICKSTORIES
    Peace ✌and Love ❤

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      • Thank you! I appreciate your thoughtful response.

        Such an awesome way of replying someone. Thanks. Again

        Also, I just posted:

        AN OVERVIEW OF GENDER ROLES AND STEREOTYPES- AGENTS, EFFECTS AND WAYS TO COMBAT IT

        Would love to know your views. Love to see your contributions on it. I’m always excited for your comment. 🙂

        You are welcome

        #PATRICKSTORIES
        Peace ✌and Love ❤

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